#1
The atmospheric pressure of newness is around. Many encounters with professionals, personal or mediated, paradigms of avant-garde art and capitalist production of consumables densify this atmosphere with the unfulfillable need for the creation of inexperienced.

#2
Digging up unknown realities together. We are at a residency in Prague with my colleague - we are working in public space, researching the figure of the street artist. My lover, who is not working with us comes to visit and gets engaged with our practice by criticizing. We also brainstorm about possible activities and as we are working in public spaces, the idea of giving massages appears and all find it funny, but not strong enough to actually try it out.

#3
I sit at my therapist's place and after answering a question of her
I end up in another place. A so fur unconsidered reality that hasn't gained much focus from me until then. I can put a label on this place to remember. I can maintain the emotions that are being generated there. Cultivate something alive in this ecosystem.

#4
Massage is slavery, prostitution. I was brought up by the manifestations of the Invisible Committee and I couldn't understand my mothers way of doing it, until one day I decided to do it to earn some money. (It was not about money but about helping my mother - a main focus of my dependent part of my life.) Massage practice started at around the beginning of my burn-out and it created a space for me to reclaim my power in intimate relationships with others. To listen to myself. To be my body, to work with bodies. Still a bit too narrow to feel OK in it.